Mar 03 2009
The Rejected One
I
Before when I saw you at the corner,
I felt that you’re really alone
So I came at your side and ask what’s wrong
You said nothing, nothing at all
So I go and I let you there
II
I don’t even realized that the
Person I’ve ever talked is new
So I came again and make friends
At that person
That person accepted my hand
As a friend
A friend that would be at his
Side forever as bests
As a friend that would help that
Person in any problems
III
It is almost everybody that I
Saw that person at my side.
It is like my brethren that
Would never leave that person
Brethren
It is somewhere that would
Protect you in any cases of life.
It is likewise that a pencil
Would be sharpening in a sharpener.
It is more than I feel for this
Person, - more than a brethren
IV
If it is more than brethren, then
It would be love.
So I secretly hide my feelings to
That person that I accepted as
My brethren.
That person doesn’t even realized that
The person accepted that person as that
Person’s brethren, has a true feelings
At that person.
No body should tell what’s love?
Love is blind and a battlefield,
And a warrior conquers a land!
V
Secretly, that persons always never
Parted. No fought, no selfishness.
That persons brother don’t know why
That person love that person
It’s just erupted at that person
Heart.
A heart who has an amorous one kind of love
It would be a mirthful one to have
That person in life
VI
Esteem may not just that kind of love
Devotions on a person you love or
The passion that we want to desire
Love is what a person need in life
Love is what each of us been wanting for
Wanting that love would last till death.
Till death do thy parthend?
VII
One-day dream said that who would love
A person like me?
A person who would take care for thy me?
A person who would cherish my life
Forever?
A person who understands the real
Myself as I?
A person who would mirthfully my life
Foreverlasting?
VIII
No body should hypothesized my real
Situation in present times
I’d even not know why should I love
The same one?
Isn’t because that the one is the most flinty
Person that I’ve ever meant to saw in
My life.
Isn’t that person is the one who is boast
In life, not in books but in real life
That person would enmity my self as
A whole
IX
Morning sunshine came, I’ve saw my
Amorous but brainful creature
I’d though that would just still
At my side for a moment
But it wouldn’t happen even just
A glimpsed of his face
I’d always face at him but not
Was happened
I’d never know that the person that
I’ve captured in a piece of paper
Was a person with a huge joke.
X
Then on that cold day, I’d saw the
Person that my brother loved before
Yea, known faced, known attitude,
And known creature
A gorgeous face was I’ve seen.
It’s ok for me but that person
Changed a lot?
That person is a sophisticated?
XI
In a dusk dark night, somebody
Answers the desk phone
It was true; I’m vacorous in mind,
Departed, and ashamed?
I don’t know why I’m like that?
But no one knows why shouldn’t
Deserved this title
XII
“Can we just parth away and just
Not to talk each one of us,
“Cause I’d think of it, not that
I’d wanted we parthen apart.”
Tears fall from my chin, “isn’t that
We should not to communicate.”
“Maybe answer is yes maybe not!”
Maybe I’d deserved to be rejectable
Person who would just
Thrown away from ones heart
Should I move to? Or not?